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Great to have you back Abi. Brilliant rant as per usual. I too find living in a parallel world exhausting. I feel drained most of the time if I'm honest. It's a constant battle in my head, trying to understand how these bastards want to do us harm. Obviously I know why, but I have another part of me that struggles to accept it. So I totally understand you needing to have a time out from the shit show.

On a happier note. I started a new job today. Although grateful to have my previous job, as it took me an age to get it, it just wasn't working out. So fingers crossed this job will work out.

Hope everyone in the family are doing ok and looking forward to tomorrow's pod already 😊 xx

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Good luck with your new job Louise x

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Thanks Jan xx

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Good luck Louise. X

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Thank you!😊xx

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A new job, that’s great Louise and I’m sure you’ll be great xx

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Thanks Trudi! 😊xx

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Good luck Louise in your new job. Hope it works out for you

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Thank you! 😊

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Great to have you back Abi.

Everything you said.

Something didn’t sit well at all about that Carlton Club gathering.....you called it months and months ago about the what’s app group and the stately homes weekends etc and you haven’t bn wrong yet.....if half of these people had your smarts,guts,morals etc this fucking thing would be over by now.

I,for one am so sick of being disappointed by people. What was the story with all the glam young women/eye candy that were there draping themselves over Malone for selfies?....ffs have any of them been on a single march(not in those heels anyway) are they even awake or have a clue what’s going on ??? Don’t even get me started on Malhotra......

Get Trudi in a room with Bridgen and me in one with Malhotra.....they’d shit it. Right,I’m off before I wind myself up too much thinking about it,I can feel my heart pumping just typing.

Mr Jules remembers that Twilight Zone episode u were talking about.

Hope everyone is ok xx

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Yes Jules. It's cringeworthy looking at the selfies and girls with the doctors. What are they really in it for? Give me Dr Sucharit Bahkti any day. Far more humble.

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Yeah Alannah...it was like something out of Hello magazine.....it adds to the surreal ness of everything....my brain is fried 😩😘

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Bravo Jules. Malone is very suspect, he threatened to sue a psychiatrist for millions when he questioned Mathias Desmet's Mass Formation theory. Caved and withdrew the action when his god-like halo slipped. They're all bloody snakes.

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Bloody love you Jules oh and before you ask... you know who has ignored my replies😂😂😂💖💖love to Mr Jules and offspring ( not the band) 😉💖

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Well said Trudi 💖

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👊👊😂💖

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Welcome back Abi,

The mental exhaustion from this shit show also manifests itself in a physical way too. As well as covid, we have to deal with the scam of climate change and the fake war in Ukraine. Following a routine I am sure helps but I’m no good at that. Meditating too but whenever I try it my mind wanders off🤷‍♀️

“the smiling assassins” is a great description of those who wished us harm. I won’t forgive or forget any of them. I want to join your club Abi, what a wonderful place with amazing people that would be.

If Malhotra thinks it is funny to be on The Great Wall of Cunts then that says everything about him. Andrew Bridgen is not to be trusted.

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👏👏👏💖

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So glad you're back Abi, hope you had a good break. Hi to all of the substack family, hope everyone is well. When you have strong principles you're prepared to defend and die for, you are going to make those who are prepared to bend and yield and compromise, feel uncomfortable.

It has always been like that. When I'm listening to someone speak, if ego and arrogance dominates, then I turn away. Don't care how learned, eminent in their field they are. If they love bring in the limelight and lauded wherever they go, a little bit too much, I turn away.

Was dr Cartland or dr Sukarit Bhakti or Mike Yeadon or dr Tess Laurie or John Ioannidis at the carlton club?

Some people knowingly do harm, they dont care. Others do it unknowingly but leave a trail of disasters wherever they go. They lack the self awareness to see the harm they have caused, and continue to plod along making mistake after mistake. It would be great if both parties were aware of the harms they were causing and took steps to make amends in a non show biz way.

I have an ongoing situation with my mum that is causing great stress, worry and upset. I'm doing my best to see she is safe and well cared for. The responsibility for this is mine because no one else is available or close by to help and support me. It doesn't stop family members giving their opinions about what I should or shouldn't do. Not one of them had shown gratitude or appreciation while they carry on with their lives. Last week I was at breaking point. I was talking with a family member who just kept saying the wrong things and I exploded. My gut said I never want to see or speak to you again. My head said listen you idiot, you have to deal with these people for the sake of your mum whether you like it or not. So I picked up the phone and called them. We both apologised and a heavy weight was lifted.

Sometimes you have to compromise and sometimes you don't. You have to chose your battles as they say.

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Hani, it’s all about keeping a high profile for Malhotra and Bridgen. Malhotra in particular must be making a fortune travelling the world being the star speaker. They don’t care about us otherwise they would not have waited two years to speak out against the mRNA x

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Yes, the doctor does seem rather smug and pleased with himself. Blissfully unaware of what he has been responsible for and that he should have apologised for his mistakes and the harms they have caused. He is being treated like a star and loving every minute of it. He even had time to acknowledge being on the WOC bless him. Crikey we must have done a hell of a job publicising that!

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Hani, Malhotra is definitely loving the limelight.

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Bless you Hani...hope your Mums ok. I’m in a similar situation it’s not easy. 😘

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Thankyou. Hope things work out for you Jules. The whole system is designed to be deliberately difficult and obstructive it seems. You need the patience of a Saint and the ability and determination to say no, I will not accept that. You need to be a Saint and a fighter and my goodness it is exhausting. Each day can bring new problems. I ŕetired last September, I was going to go into my studio every day and paint! Lol!

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Hani, every day is exhausting, you are right. Exhausting mentally and then that has the physical knock on effect too x

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A studio to paint everyday sounds like heaven Hani....😘

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It would be Jules!

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Oh Hani, I know what you mean regarding the family stuff, although I’ve never had an apology for their actions after losing Ben. I just get on with it and without them.

Hope your mum is okay bless her. Sending love 💖💖

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That must be tough Trudi my heart goes out to you. If it wasn't for mum I really wouldn't bother, but I know it would hurt and upset her. Love to you too Trudi xx

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And just like that... You’re back🥳🥳Thank fuck for that😜

I saw that Ruth Tyler😉 couldn’t wait to post a video of her invite to the Club.

One minute she can’t go to the truth be told rally because how far away it is, then gets a golden ticket to rub shoulders with fake celebrities, as if it’s like the fucking Oscar’s! ( That’s if she went, of course)

She’s so far up their arses, it’s tragic, yet amusing at the same time. Stupid old fucking hag.... Aaaaaand breaaaaaaathe Trude 😂

I totally get the similarities between them and an abusive partner, like wtf??

I feel like the lot of them are again laughing in our faces.

Anyhooo, nice to have you back Abs and glad you’re feeling better, although you sound like you’ve a sore throat 😕

Hope all the Substack fam are okay 👍

That’s it from me

TTFN 💙💙💙

PS

Malhotra and Bridgen and their hangers on are a bunch of cunts!!! 👊👊👊

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Abi, I had the horrific understanding that all of the hierarchical powers that were meant to protect the people and enshrine our freedom were compromised, when I worked for an NHS trust many years ago under Blair. Then again, when I became 15 PC disabled following a Hep B vaccination for work that is now mandated for newborns in Australia. . Health has been hijacked by big pharma and that includes the lie that is transgender. It's all for profit and the legalised gambling system that is the stock exchange needs to go. There are still a few honourable people in law and medicine, but this is a spiritual fight between good and evil. There is no other way to put it and the plasters have now been ripped off. There is no way that normal, healthy people could do such things unless they had no moral compass. As for the sheep, let them get on with it and no, we won't forget. Knit one, purl one . This is the same energy as every revolution with the same result.

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The last few years have revealed everyone’s true colours. 99.9% of politicians have shown us who they truly are which is they’re evil cunts.

I rewatched a really good film last night called ‘The Night of the Hunter’. The key theme of the film is ‘beware of false prophets & wolves in Sheep’s clothing’. I don’t trust Malone. And I can’t for the life of me understand why it took Malhotra & Bridgen to supposedly wake up.

Thanks Abi xx ❤️

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Hi Mark, yes Malhotra and Bridgen have done untold harm by waiting two years to speak out. You will have noted that neither of these guys have apologised. Malhotra sees himself as a worldwide celebrity speaker now, basking in the glory. Malhotra thought it was funny that he is on The Great Wall of Cunts, says it all really.

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Good rant! I'm with you in spirit, but just a note of correction:

The Conservative party forming the UK government only stamped on the faces of citizens of England during the Covid debacle (supported by Labour and the Liberal Democrats).

Welsh citizens had their faces stamped on by the Labour party running Wales (supported by the Conservatives and Plaid Cymru).

Scottish citizens had their faces stamped on by the Scottish National Party running Scotland (supported by the Greens, Labour and the Conservatives).

In short, health diktats are devolved. Which just goes to show that they were all in on it. The entire political class. Rotters the lot.

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Thanks, Simon! I know that it’s all of them of course, but I was just focussing on this recent event, and in particular where it was held.

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Yay your back Abi. Don't know if you have been following the story of the parents protest outside the hotel in Kirkby Liverpool regarding housing the immigrants. Jeremy Corbyn has called them all far right. Well saw a few clips of more protests from Friday and they were livid shouting fuck Jeremy Corbyn. The stupid thing is Kirkby is 80% voters for Labour. Have a feeling that is about to change soon. Parents are frightened for their children..

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No wonder, the things I’ve seen on twitter turn my stomach. Just beyond sickening 😞💖

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Sickening isn't it Trudi to be described as far right for wanting your children to be safe. Am ashamed to say I come from Liverpool now. All woke and nonsense. Liverpool are also signed up to the 15 minute cities. Its a bloody nightmare 😫

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Bloody Nora 😱

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Do it Abi. AbiDaily Club. Steak and whisk(e)y.

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So good to hear your voice Abi. I understand your weariness at times. Lately I just scroll through twitter and read the idiotic comments and articles and even tweets I agree with and I feel I don't have any energy to press the ❤ button. I just get so over it at times.

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Alannah, I like to take days off from Twitter as I already spend too much time on my iPad! Then because I don’t look at the news on tv or buy a newspaper, I feel that I am missing out on what is happening in the world 🤷‍♀️ Sometimes it all just becomes too much, especially as the evil ‘elite’ have so much lined up for us .....15 min cities, digital ID etc

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It's terrifying what they have got planned gor us. What a way to live it gets me so mad 😤😈

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Yes Jane, we seem to be in almost a permanent state of low level anxiety. It’s no way to live.

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Great to hear from you Abi missed listening to you, know what u mean about the exhaustion its a daily struggle been trying to find my “mojo” would highly recommend some reiki which i had last week the therapist said she could feel the tension in my head. That was the first night in nearly 3 years i was falling to sleep early and i slept like a log it was very powerful i am having another session in a couple of weeks.I listened to that Andrew Bridgen interview with Dominique and just thought to myself well why not just damn well name them now you have said that something just didn’t sit right with it all there is no way i could have kept quiet 🤷‍♀️Hope everyone is keeping ok.......Lisa xx

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Hi Lisa, so glad the reiki worked for you and that you had such a good sleep after it. I tried reiki once some years ago and it did nothing for me! Fortunately we are all different x💖

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Thanks Jan, yeah best sleep for nearly 3 years but only that one night🤦‍♀️. Shame the reiki didn’t work for you though....strange how it all works.....Lisa xx

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Hi Lisa how are you doing? I'm so glad the Reiki is helping you if your getting some good quality sleep it can help. Can you not get it more regular say every other week? I've never had it & don't know anything about Reiki , my thing is a large Gin & tonic at end of the day usually 3 then a couple glasses of wine with dinner I know Its too much alcohol & my other half sometimes mentions it, I just tell him it's one awful thing after another now the treat of ancient was I'm bricking it & wake in the night & it's on me mind. I despise the zelenski Biden Sunach when the Berlin Wall came down NATO said they wouldn't move an inch towards Russia & have gone back on this so I'm worried about the lunatics running the world. Have a good day Lisa & everybody else xxx

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Hi Jane i am ok thanks, didn’t really know what to expect with the reiki but as i lay there i felt the heat come through her hands on my head it was like she plugged herself in ( a bit like when my heated fur throw heats up).My next session was the earliest she had so will come round soon i have so many hospital appointments as it is i have 2 more this week🤦‍♀️I wish having a glass of gin worked for me but it just makes me worse and more awake i have tried everything even staying awake for days at a time i think its just all the trauma and feeling on alert for the next thing to go wrong. Hopefully if i can work on that it will eventually correct itself. The world is a crazy place but at least more people have woken up to the madness, i wish i had been more awake in my 20’s like my kids are i just feel sad that this is their world.Have a great day ......Lisa xxx

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Had reiki several years ago Lisa, mainly for my arthritis, the pain completely disappeared for days on end, but some deep healing also took place. It was an amazing and powerful experience. Would love to do it again.

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Thats really good to hear,i am having another session next week and thats what i need some deep healing its certainly got its work cut out with me.

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My first session with her was after speaking on the phone. There was no face to face contact, that happened on the second visit. Very powerful though. Hope it helps you Lisa, keep an open mind x

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Thanks i will, i am all for trying anything natural which doesn't involve pharmaceutical products x

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Was ment to say nuclear war not ancient was bloody predicted text & didn't have my reading specks on x

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Reiki sounds great Lisa, glad it is helping you 💖💖💖

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Took a while to agree to have any but glad i did xx

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You’re the best!

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Thanks Kerry😉🤭

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💙😂😂

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I want to be in YOUR club.

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Join the queue!

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the twilight zone sounds fab. when I worked at the ICR in the 90s at the Royal Marsden in Sutton we spent a bit of time at the Downs club, I told this guy that my mum was the naked dancing silhoutte in the intro to the Tales of the Unexpected and he believed me! Hello to Dave Brett if you're out there, last working in Germany??? xxx

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😂😂

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Yes, Abi! Yessssss! You are 100 percent over the 🎯

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