Thank you so much Abi for reading my testimony that was unexpected. My husband is in remission with his cancer but is now vaccine damaged after the second jab. He now bitterly regrets taking the ☠️but unfortunately you can put the ☠️in but cannot take it out. The NHS have put my husband on the never ending waiting list so he is having to go privately for tests.
Yes, the Julia HB photos of her on holiday in some mega expensive resort were sickening. She had the jabs to go on holiday and then stuck two fingers up to the rest of us by posting those photos when so many of us were struggling.
Abi Daily and the SubStack family keep me going. God Bless xx
Meant to jump on last night Jan to say thank you for sharing your story, it hit my heart and I'm so sorry for what you have been through with your family, one of the most devastating things is how covid has ripped families apart, had a fallout with my sister when boris locked us up before Xmas and she wouldn't let us go to hers for Xmas Day, i was upset for my daughter so I lost it on phone, didn't speak for 6 months! I didn't handle it well tbh 🙄All OK now, though she still very brainwashed by it all, blindly still believes the vaccine is fine, it worries me very much 😰
I am struggling with my MH, so I send so much love and positive vibes, as some days its crippling isn't it, stay strong, you have so much support and love on here ❤
And sending thoughts and prayers for your husband, sounds like you both have and are going through so much, I hope at the very least we on here bring you some comfort 😘 apart from all the complaining 😉😁
God bless Jan
Xxxx
Ps. Julia Hartley Brewer and the bloody photos...enough said!
Thank you Rachel for your lovely kind words. When you talk about Christmas it reminded me of when I drove to both my sons homes and had to leave their presents on the doorsteps. They opened the front door wearing masks even though I was standing on the pavement. Our Christmas get together was over in 20 seconds. I walked back to my car, sat inside with my head in my hands and just broke down. I thought how did it come to this.
I am sorry that you are struggling too Rachel. I think the uncertainty of what the globalists have in store for us keeps our low level anxiety going.
It’s good to moan and rant, it helps relieve the stress! It’s great to know that the SubStack family is like a support network where we understand each other’s struggles against adversity.
Sorry for late reply Jan, I don't know where the days go honestly!! Thank you for your lovely reply, and yes thank goodness we have each other to lean on for support and a good old moan, which for me is most days 🤣 I hope you both had a lovely weekend, here's to another week ahead in clown world!! Lots of love Jan ❤️
Sorry for short one btw Jan, we have had, and still having a trick or treating drama in my house this evening...don't ask 🙃😉 i knew I should have got a dog instead 😁😁 xx
I've got a gentleman coming round tomorrow to sort my will out and after that's sorted I'll be happy. Leaving the lot to animal sos Sri lanka the animal charity, FUCK this world it's a Fucking shit show and to all the genuine loving people I wish you health and happiness and as for the rest you can get Fucked.
Jan, I've just listened to your very moving testimony. I hope you are in a better place now. The one group of people we look to for understanding and help during difficult times is our family. To not be there when most needed is the ultimate betrayal. Like you I saw things differently to most people. Some agreed with my views but many didn't. Had so many battles with management at work before I took early retirement. I remember saying to my manager,
'we all have to draw a line in the sand where we say here and no further. I drew my line in the sand a long time ago where is everybody else's line in the sand?. Those of us who have chosen not to get jabbed are the last line of defence. If we fall it will be YOUR CHILDREN NEXT!'
I think that may have got through, but goodness me its like knocking your head against a brick wall. Jan I don't know if this will help, but whenever I get depressed I just say to myself this too shall pass. The fact that you are self aware, look into things to help you understand better, means that every time this happens it will be slightly less severe and painful and last just a little less than the time before. Stay strong, find and do things that make you feel happy and joyful. We will get through this, no doubts in my mind. Hani x
Thank you Hani for your kind words. I do try to be as positive as I can and do the things that bring me some joy. Going to Abi’s stand up at London Bridge and meeting her was one of those moments. My faith in God has got stronger which has helped me. I just wish I had a priest like Calvin Robinson. My local church is woke and not welcoming. I think that anyone with a history of depression has had a hard time during the last 3 years. I am trying to live for the moment but it’s hard to avoid the reality of what the future holds with our globalists overlords in place x
Somehow, despite all the horrible things that are happening , we have to claim our own space, and work to become the change we wish to see in the world.
Lot of strong comments tonight but that’s because we are all so frustrated with the shit show! Jan you were right about critical thinkers being able to see through the crap early on, non of it made sense! How can’t people see it? I try to be positive every day but some days it is a struggle. Let’s keep each other going because we all need to be here when the truth finally comes out. ❤️
friend sent it to me...what an absolute shill Elliiiiot is! globalist ******! love a bit of Ivor! depopulation shot- (not really a vax) is what it is! heard this week there were very little cancers before the traditional vaccinations started proper mid last century...and look at the adhd? and other problems etc in kiddies now...! I’ve been called Anti vax...I am for sure for all now! john bowe- what a hero! all doctors and nurses are complicit in this! after p fi zer janine small admitted never tested shot for transmission- check out Christine Anderson - german MEP- 5 members speaking out this week! bill gates dad, elon musk grandfather (carbon footprint) and stanley johnson well into eugenics...as were rothschilds, rockerfellers! all evil.
churches catholic and CofE now false prophets...even wonderful fr calvin robinson had to go to another for being right wing...and not woke marxist! Westminster cathedral beautiful building...incense and choir boys...! sorry! mixed loos at schools stops some kiddies even going all day! tom harwood even now shilling for p fiz er! john of gaunt is a ****!
Dear Jan feel same about all in authority! poor dear lady it is still a lonely world. hope hubby doing well xxx
local restaurant closed last week...receivers in! missed you Abi Woberts this while are you still on gettr! love you xx
I’ve only just noticed that I have no message envelope in my profile! Somehow I do receive private messages on Twitter. Catherine just followed me and sent a lovely message. My email address Trudi is preciouspearl999@hotmail.com
Yet another terrific podcast, Abi. You articulate so brilliantly the rage that I continue to feel. It is proving to be both a tonic and therapy for me to tune in to 'Abi Daily' every day.
Thanks for reading out Jan's testimony, too. I found it extremely moving as I could relate to a lot of what Jan has been through, particularly with regards to losing old friends, and the moments of sheer despair at what has been happening to our country and the rest of the world. God bless you both and all who gather in the Substack, Telegram and Gettr families.
Thanks for sharing your story Jan and hope your husband is doing ok bless him. The family and friend stuff is so tough,it resonates,I’m still finding it hard to come to terms with. I have pondered on sending Abs my story but the last few weeks have bn super tough and I couldn’t bear the thought of getting upset going over it all when I’m trying to keep my head above water just now and ‘just keep swimming’. Glad u guys are all here. Sending love and light to you all xx
Oh Jan, you must’ve felt so alone when family and friends struggled to support you when you needed them most. I’m glad you had some counselling and found it really beneficial, during lockdowns I volunteered for MIND as a telephone befriender and the things I heard were heartbreaking. I hope life is improving for you and your husband is ok right now, although we’ve never met in person I always find your comments to be so genuinely warm towards people and I find that those who have been through a lot have the most empathy, (I include Trudi here, another diamond). God bless Jan, the substack family are with you all the way. Lots of love xx
To echo Trudi, I’m always happy to be that listening ear - done it in a professional capacity for years! Let me know is you want my number, that’s an offer for anyone who is struggling. x
Jules, I am so sorry to hear that you are struggling. Writing my testimony for the e-book brought on many tears so I understand that it is painful for you right now to relive this stuff. SubStack is definitely a great support to us all and with Abi at the helm.
If you ever want to private message, I am @JanNewell6 on Twitter and my email address is: preciouspearl999@hotmail.com
Jan's experience is so important in the shit show story. As you said Abi, it does all blur in to one when you look back. But the division deliberately brought about by government policy, SAGE, Patrick Vallance, Chris Whitty and all those bastards is something that is still palpable today. I expect most people on here have lost friendships and have strained relationships because they didn't fall for the 'narrative '.
I think the feeling of isolation, actual physical isolation because of the Lockdowns and then the mental torture that ensued have been immensely difficult to deal with. I certainly felt that so strongly and can absolutely sympathise with Jan's experience.
And even now, I feel like I'm in an alternate reality. Pretending everything is back to normal, but i look around at others and in my head I keep saying ' you're all fucked!'
Thanks Jan for sharing your experience. All our experiences are individual, but they are all equally important in telling future generations that we knew what was happening was so wrong and that we tried to raise the alarm. The nightmare of the last few years has changed us all and altered the course of our lives, I feel.
Sending love to Jan, her husband and all who sail here on the good ship Abi Daily. We are stronger together everyone and the love and support on here is amazing.
Much love to you Jan, I wish your husband all the very best. your story was very moving and I'm so sorry for what you've been going through. The Abi family are really great people so I hope being here gives you some comfort. Much love and God bless. xx
Thank you so much Abi for reading my testimony that was unexpected. My husband is in remission with his cancer but is now vaccine damaged after the second jab. He now bitterly regrets taking the ☠️but unfortunately you can put the ☠️in but cannot take it out. The NHS have put my husband on the never ending waiting list so he is having to go privately for tests.
Yes, the Julia HB photos of her on holiday in some mega expensive resort were sickening. She had the jabs to go on holiday and then stuck two fingers up to the rest of us by posting those photos when so many of us were struggling.
Abi Daily and the SubStack family keep me going. God Bless xx
Sending love and strength to you and your husband 💙
Thank you Trudi💖
Meant to jump on last night Jan to say thank you for sharing your story, it hit my heart and I'm so sorry for what you have been through with your family, one of the most devastating things is how covid has ripped families apart, had a fallout with my sister when boris locked us up before Xmas and she wouldn't let us go to hers for Xmas Day, i was upset for my daughter so I lost it on phone, didn't speak for 6 months! I didn't handle it well tbh 🙄All OK now, though she still very brainwashed by it all, blindly still believes the vaccine is fine, it worries me very much 😰
I am struggling with my MH, so I send so much love and positive vibes, as some days its crippling isn't it, stay strong, you have so much support and love on here ❤
And sending thoughts and prayers for your husband, sounds like you both have and are going through so much, I hope at the very least we on here bring you some comfort 😘 apart from all the complaining 😉😁
God bless Jan
Xxxx
Ps. Julia Hartley Brewer and the bloody photos...enough said!
Thank you Rachel for your lovely kind words. When you talk about Christmas it reminded me of when I drove to both my sons homes and had to leave their presents on the doorsteps. They opened the front door wearing masks even though I was standing on the pavement. Our Christmas get together was over in 20 seconds. I walked back to my car, sat inside with my head in my hands and just broke down. I thought how did it come to this.
I am sorry that you are struggling too Rachel. I think the uncertainty of what the globalists have in store for us keeps our low level anxiety going.
It’s good to moan and rant, it helps relieve the stress! It’s great to know that the SubStack family is like a support network where we understand each other’s struggles against adversity.
Much love Rachel, God Bless x💖
Sorry for late reply Jan, I don't know where the days go honestly!! Thank you for your lovely reply, and yes thank goodness we have each other to lean on for support and a good old moan, which for me is most days 🤣 I hope you both had a lovely weekend, here's to another week ahead in clown world!! Lots of love Jan ❤️
Hi Rachel, yes another week in 🤡world for us but we will survive. Sending 💖and hugs xx
Sorry for short one btw Jan, we have had, and still having a trick or treating drama in my house this evening...don't ask 🙃😉 i knew I should have got a dog instead 😁😁 xx
I hope you survived Halloween Rachel. I laughed about the dog😂but you are right they are often less trouble! xx
I've got a gentleman coming round tomorrow to sort my will out and after that's sorted I'll be happy. Leaving the lot to animal sos Sri lanka the animal charity, FUCK this world it's a Fucking shit show and to all the genuine loving people I wish you health and happiness and as for the rest you can get Fucked.
💙💙💙
Julia fartly spewer! Oh Abi that's so funny!
Jan, I've just listened to your very moving testimony. I hope you are in a better place now. The one group of people we look to for understanding and help during difficult times is our family. To not be there when most needed is the ultimate betrayal. Like you I saw things differently to most people. Some agreed with my views but many didn't. Had so many battles with management at work before I took early retirement. I remember saying to my manager,
'we all have to draw a line in the sand where we say here and no further. I drew my line in the sand a long time ago where is everybody else's line in the sand?. Those of us who have chosen not to get jabbed are the last line of defence. If we fall it will be YOUR CHILDREN NEXT!'
I think that may have got through, but goodness me its like knocking your head against a brick wall. Jan I don't know if this will help, but whenever I get depressed I just say to myself this too shall pass. The fact that you are self aware, look into things to help you understand better, means that every time this happens it will be slightly less severe and painful and last just a little less than the time before. Stay strong, find and do things that make you feel happy and joyful. We will get through this, no doubts in my mind. Hani x
Thank you Hani for your kind words. I do try to be as positive as I can and do the things that bring me some joy. Going to Abi’s stand up at London Bridge and meeting her was one of those moments. My faith in God has got stronger which has helped me. I just wish I had a priest like Calvin Robinson. My local church is woke and not welcoming. I think that anyone with a history of depression has had a hard time during the last 3 years. I am trying to live for the moment but it’s hard to avoid the reality of what the future holds with our globalists overlords in place x
Somehow, despite all the horrible things that are happening , we have to claim our own space, and work to become the change we wish to see in the world.
Absolutely 💞💞 perfectly put Hani xx
💖💖💖
Lot of strong comments tonight but that’s because we are all so frustrated with the shit show! Jan you were right about critical thinkers being able to see through the crap early on, non of it made sense! How can’t people see it? I try to be positive every day but some days it is a struggle. Let’s keep each other going because we all need to be here when the truth finally comes out. ❤️
Well said, Roz. 👏👏👏
friend sent it to me...what an absolute shill Elliiiiot is! globalist ******! love a bit of Ivor! depopulation shot- (not really a vax) is what it is! heard this week there were very little cancers before the traditional vaccinations started proper mid last century...and look at the adhd? and other problems etc in kiddies now...! I’ve been called Anti vax...I am for sure for all now! john bowe- what a hero! all doctors and nurses are complicit in this! after p fi zer janine small admitted never tested shot for transmission- check out Christine Anderson - german MEP- 5 members speaking out this week! bill gates dad, elon musk grandfather (carbon footprint) and stanley johnson well into eugenics...as were rothschilds, rockerfellers! all evil.
churches catholic and CofE now false prophets...even wonderful fr calvin robinson had to go to another for being right wing...and not woke marxist! Westminster cathedral beautiful building...incense and choir boys...! sorry! mixed loos at schools stops some kiddies even going all day! tom harwood even now shilling for p fiz er! john of gaunt is a ****!
Dear Jan feel same about all in authority! poor dear lady it is still a lonely world. hope hubby doing well xxx
local restaurant closed last week...receivers in! missed you Abi Woberts this while are you still on gettr! love you xx
Yes Louise, the churches are so woke. Calvin Robinson didn’t fit into their new ideology. They closed their doors to us when we needed them the most.
Didn't they just. Never to be forgotten or forgiven.
Oh Jan,
your testimony is as important and worthy as anyone else’s.
I echo Abi when I ask how your husband is doing?
Your testimony broke my heart and I do hope that you’re ok.
If you send me a DM on twitter, I’ll give you my number, you can contact me for a rant whenever you are having a shit day. Don’t struggle on your own.
So sad about your counsellor, I had a great one years ago and I thought he would save my life.
I had to quit as I couldn’t afford him any longer and he was miles away.
Sending love to you 💖💖💖
Julia what’s her face is on holiday again I think🤣🤣
Great pod Abi, thankyou 💕💖💕
Trudi, I cannot seem to find you on Twitter. My profile on Twitter is @JanNewell6 💖
Just followed you, you’ve no message thingy
I’ve only just noticed that I have no message envelope in my profile! Somehow I do receive private messages on Twitter. Catherine just followed me and sent a lovely message. My email address Trudi is preciouspearl999@hotmail.com
Thank you so much Trudi. Your kind words mean a lot 💖
I meant every word 💖
Yet another terrific podcast, Abi. You articulate so brilliantly the rage that I continue to feel. It is proving to be both a tonic and therapy for me to tune in to 'Abi Daily' every day.
Thanks for reading out Jan's testimony, too. I found it extremely moving as I could relate to a lot of what Jan has been through, particularly with regards to losing old friends, and the moments of sheer despair at what has been happening to our country and the rest of the world. God bless you both and all who gather in the Substack, Telegram and Gettr families.
Thanks for sharing your story Jan and hope your husband is doing ok bless him. The family and friend stuff is so tough,it resonates,I’m still finding it hard to come to terms with. I have pondered on sending Abs my story but the last few weeks have bn super tough and I couldn’t bear the thought of getting upset going over it all when I’m trying to keep my head above water just now and ‘just keep swimming’. Glad u guys are all here. Sending love and light to you all xx
Back at you Jules 💕💖
Oh Jan, you must’ve felt so alone when family and friends struggled to support you when you needed them most. I’m glad you had some counselling and found it really beneficial, during lockdowns I volunteered for MIND as a telephone befriender and the things I heard were heartbreaking. I hope life is improving for you and your husband is ok right now, although we’ve never met in person I always find your comments to be so genuinely warm towards people and I find that those who have been through a lot have the most empathy, (I include Trudi here, another diamond). God bless Jan, the substack family are with you all the way. Lots of love xx
Yes, we are all here for each other💖
How lovely to be a befriender, that takes a special kind of someone to do that🥰
How you’re doing ok 💖
Absolutely nothing special about me Trudi but thank you x
Well... I beg to differ 💕
To echo Trudi, I’m always happy to be that listening ear - done it in a professional capacity for years! Let me know is you want my number, that’s an offer for anyone who is struggling. x
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Thank you so much Catherine. The SubStack family is something special 💖
Jules, I am so sorry to hear that you are struggling. Writing my testimony for the e-book brought on many tears so I understand that it is painful for you right now to relive this stuff. SubStack is definitely a great support to us all and with Abi at the helm.
If you ever want to private message, I am @JanNewell6 on Twitter and my email address is: preciouspearl999@hotmail.com
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Thanks so much Jan 💖 xx
Jan's experience is so important in the shit show story. As you said Abi, it does all blur in to one when you look back. But the division deliberately brought about by government policy, SAGE, Patrick Vallance, Chris Whitty and all those bastards is something that is still palpable today. I expect most people on here have lost friendships and have strained relationships because they didn't fall for the 'narrative '.
I think the feeling of isolation, actual physical isolation because of the Lockdowns and then the mental torture that ensued have been immensely difficult to deal with. I certainly felt that so strongly and can absolutely sympathise with Jan's experience.
And even now, I feel like I'm in an alternate reality. Pretending everything is back to normal, but i look around at others and in my head I keep saying ' you're all fucked!'
Thanks Jan for sharing your experience. All our experiences are individual, but they are all equally important in telling future generations that we knew what was happening was so wrong and that we tried to raise the alarm. The nightmare of the last few years has changed us all and altered the course of our lives, I feel.
Sending love to Jan, her husband and all who sail here on the good ship Abi Daily. We are stronger together everyone and the love and support on here is amazing.
Thanks Abi for another great podcast xx
Much love to you Jan, I wish your husband all the very best. your story was very moving and I'm so sorry for what you've been going through. The Abi family are really great people so I hope being here gives you some comfort. Much love and God bless. xx