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Happy 28th Birthday to dearest Benjamin, who has a huge crowd cheering on his special day!!!! Xxxx

Love to Trudi, the best mum, who is keeping his memory alive here, with the AD fam.

See you all later X

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Aug 31, 2022Liked by Abi Roberts

GM all. The day has arrived, I’m having a gentle day, my plans of going to York , I don’t think I can cope going on my own.

So, I will make his shepherds pie and remember the good times🥰

Thankyou all for being so kind, I know Ben will be smiling on us all.

Go easy on the JD up there son😊💙😊

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Aug 30, 2022Liked by Abi Roberts

Hey everyone,

Apologies, I’m neither use nor ornament this evening. I’m self medicating with vodka, tomorrow is Benjamin’s birthday, he’d be 28. He was born on Wednesday 31st August at 22:35, he weighed 6lbs15oz.

Honestly, I can’t bear this pain.

I can’t stand life without him.

Queasy pain.... I get it

Im signing off for today...

Catch you tomorrow 🥰

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Aug 31, 2022Liked by Abi Roberts

Abi,i shall read your letters to Terry soon as I get the chance,thanks so much for posting.....I will have to pace myself me thinks. I cried yesterday reading my book The Hundred Years of Lennie and Margot,lovely little book guys if u haven’t read it already. As I said to Trudi,I have lit a candle today in Dubrovnik old town for. Benjamin,Terry and my Dad.....it was a beautiful old church that I felt drawn to go inside. ❤️

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Aug 30, 2022Liked by Abi Roberts

The thought of UN soldiers forcing people to have the 💉is nothing less than terrifying. If this is true we need an uprising. I do not want to live in fear of these soldiers or have to go into hiding. How long could I even do that for🤷‍♀️ I will never have the jab whatever the government threatens me with.

Letters to Terry, so beautiful Abi but sad at the same time. I have only read six of them so far but will read the others too. I think it is wonderful that you found the love of your life in Terry. Some of us never have that experience.

The mention of that odious Jon Gaunt makes me angry. Your treatment by Jon Gaunt on Neil Oliver’s show that evening was nothing short of appalling.

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Aug 30, 2022Liked by Abi Roberts

Whenever you get to read this Trudii I want you to know that we care, Benjamin will never be forgotten. Sending love and healing your way, look after yourself x

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Aug 30, 2022Liked by Abi Roberts

Dearest Abi

I have spent this evening poring over your heart-rending daily memories of your darling Terry..

I was so happy to see you received nothing but kindness where ever you travelled in your despair. People are so lovely. Our crosses we bear hardly dimunish over the years - all we can do is plod on, and be grateful for dear friends , whether they are virtual or we are able to hug them. Thank you so much for sharing your pain and memories with us .. Jan S xxx

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They’ll be doing craft classes in schools - mask sewing and blanket knitting to keep warm

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I will never forgive those bastards that supported medical apartheid or mandating vaccines.

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