That was a good woman.
Trusting anyone is fucking hard, especially after what you've been through.
You might not be able to see him, but he'll always be with you. I'm having a JD and coke in his honour.
Nobody can take that love away. Ever. X
Love you: I try and be a decent human and gets me nowhere. I hate feeling like this: I canтАЩt apologise enough, IтАЩm being selfish: I try so fucking hard and for what? I just want Benjamin
That was a good woman.
Trusting anyone is fucking hard, especially after what you've been through.
You might not be able to see him, but he'll always be with you. I'm having a JD and coke in his honour.
Nobody can take that love away. Ever. X
Oh sweetheart, you have nothing to be sorry for. You're grieving. X
It might help to talk to a person down the phone at the Samaritans? You can talk about anything without judgement. X
Here's the number, if you need it: 116 123
Love you: I try and be a decent human and gets me nowhere. I hate feeling like this: I canтАЩt apologise enough, IтАЩm being selfish: I try so fucking hard and for what? I just want Benjamin
Please delete my comments. IтАЩm so sorry